23rd Oct 2013 - Starting my own blog

  I've wondered what was the charm of blogging. I have friends who write on blogs (although none of them show me what they write about, and I wonder what's the point of publishing it on this world wide web then, but still) and I guess I have decided to find out the beauty of it all myself.

  I am totally new to this blogging experience, so much so that I wonder if this gets publicly read or I would be the only reader/writer.

  Anyway, words seem to flow out of my hands and settle themselves nicely on this white blank sheet of paper -on screen- now that I am having this urgency to go and do my work. Ah, but that shall wait.

  My life currently is much like that of a pebble. You don't notice it until you trip over it. It just stays there - and the world knows what the heck it's doing or thinking - and honestly saying, it does nothing. Nothing. I have been doing nothing and I don't plan to do something for the next few weeks or so.

  I know a few people in my life that can't stand the space in time. They must be doing something important, or worthwhile or productive. I have come to realisation that I am totally opposite of that. A relaxed character, I do not mind just enjoying this chain of life that had been given to me. I do know, however, that I should not live on like this, and if I do, I would end up sweeping the road and get killed by a car. But I guess I will enjoy it now that it's time for me to do so.

  My friends are currently really busy studying for their O levels. I feel bad for sitting here and typing useless rants on my new blog while they puke their blood trying to memorise Chinese characters but I guess I will just wait for their exams to be over.

  Oh, I have this confession to make. Sometimes, I think I speak too harshly. A bit too harshly, I guess. (Almost to anyone. Friends, family, etc.) It hurts people, I know. But I have these wonderful bunch of people around me who do not show it, and sometimes, I wish they would tell me straight to my face, 'That was mean, you meanie :( I don't care about what you say.' I wish they realise that I wouldn't be offended, and that I am always, always, whole-heartedly open to their comments about my annoying or sarcastic remarks that may have hurt them.

  And I want you to know that I don't always mean what I say.

Philosophy of my life today:

Let's try to be honest to each other, especially to those whom you love and care for.